Monday, July 21, 2014

Found Essay #1

Last week on a whim, I decided to do a little digital archeological dig into my college and grad school floppy disks.  Yes, I still have my floppy disks AND an old laptop with a floppy disk drive!  I found stuff dating back to first semester freshman year of college (Fall 1997).  I was hoping to find even earlier work - especially my college application essays because I have no memory of what I wrote and I'm very curious - but alas, that stuff may be gone for good (although I'll have to check with my mom).  I'm glad I kept these floppies, because as far as I know these are the only electronic versions of any of my college work and I also found files from one grad school class that I don't have anywhere else (although I do still have hard copies of of most stuff...how funny that I kept most hard copies but lost most electronic versions?)

Given that I taught freshmen writing seminars for four years, I was especially interested in work from my own freshman writing class.  I readied myself to cringe and squirm and opened up a file called "Essay 1."  I don't remember writing this and I don't know what the prompt was, but the paper's not too terrible.  It reeks of narcissism, but it's kinda interesting, so I thought I'd share it.  WARNING TO STUDENTS INTENDING TO PLAGIARIZE THIS PAPER:  do so at your own risk.  I'm sure you can find something better out there that fits your prof's "personal experience" prompt.  And I hope you get caught.  Anyway, here's the essay:



I would say that I’m a fairly lucky person.  Language and communication were never a problem for me when I was a child.  I spoke only English fluently and had no need to speak anything else.  My reading and writing skills were above average, and although not outstanding, they were sufficient in getting me through a challenging grade school language arts program.  However, I was not at all unaware, as one may think, of the many different types of languages and forms of communication that exist.  There are probably many English-speaking, American children who may not know that not everyone they encounter in life will be able to communicate with them adequately, if at all.  Because of the uniqueness of the community in which I was educated, I was always conscious of the fact that there were people who couldn’t speak English like I could and even people who couldn’t speak at all.  Having such knowledge, I believe I had an advantage over those other children.  And because of my experiences with language growing up, I believe that it is sensible and worthwhile to introduce young children to the various forms of language and communication.  They will grow up with a greater understanding of and respect for these different language systems and consequently will be unlikely to develop certain prejudices that often result from ignorance.


So much of what I learned about languages was due to classroom experiences.  My elementary school where I attended for seven years had a special program for orthopedically handicapped (OH) children.  Many of these children had several disabilities in addition to wheelchair confinement, disabilities that forced them to use alternative forms of communication.  I can remember Jennifer, an OH student who was blind, reading a story to my second grade class.  It was my first introduction to the language of Braille, and after the story, as I ran my fingers over the tiny bumps on the pages she had read, I was fascinated by how Jennifer was able to interpret those raised spots into words and meanings.  I came to understand more forms of communication from other students in Jennifer’s special education class.  One girl I remember well was Amanda.  Every morning, the school would have announcements broadcasted by students to our classrooms over the loudspeaker.  Occasionally, we would hear not a familiar voice of one of our peers, but a computerized voice, and many of us ever-questioning second-graders wondered what that “robot” was.  And so we were introduced to Amanda.  Amanda, also wheelchair-bound, could not speak or move her hands very well.  Her teacher showed us how Amanda would push certain buttons into a special computer and the computer would speak for her.  We watched and listened in awe as Amanda said “Good afternoon, my name is Amanda” to us by only using her fingertips.  For the rest of my years at Forest Knolls,  I would come to learn more about these delightfully interesting children- the deaf, the blind, the mute- and develop an understanding of how they communicated and a genuine appreciation of my own lingual abilities.


I understood communication and language disabilities, as did most of my classmates, but I had peers who did not.  One day at church, when I was about eight years old, Cori, an OH student from my school, arrived unexpectedly.  Cori wore hearing aids, and in order for her to hear what someone was saying, the speaker had to be wearing a special vocal transmitter around his or her neck.  In addition to this minor inconvenience, Cori had a speech impediment and was difficult to understand.  I was very excited that Cori would be attending my church, because I had always been the only Forest Knolls child there.  But after only two Sundays, Cori stopped coming.  I asked my mother why she had left, and my mother’s reply troubled me.  She told me that Cori’s family had decided to find another church, because the children here had teased her.  Her family had been trying for quite a while to find a church that Cori would feel comfortable in.  It is from incidents like this one that I say prejudice can result from ignorance, and teaching young children about language and communication could prevent such unnecessary occurrences.    Even as a younger child, I was aware that many other languages existed, although I could not speak them.  From church, school, and home I had learned phrases in Spanish, French, German, Chinese, and Swahili.  I had met children my age who could hardly speak English, and I understood why I could not carry on a conversation with them.  In first grade there was a little boy named Hugo, who spoke almost no English.  I knew that Hugo spoke Spanish and could not understand me, but many of my classmates could not see why Hugo didn’t seem to listen to them.  They were not aware of other languages outside of English.  Consequently, they thought Hugo was “dumb” and “weird”.  Such stereotypes that children develop at a very young age may be carried on into adolescence if no one takes the time to teach the child about what they do not know.  In the case of Hugo, however, I am sure that my classmates learned in due time about what Spanish was, because in the following years, our school had the brilliant idea to have a Hispanic student translate the daily morning announcements into Spanish, and after a while, I’m sure the children who had disliked Hugo learned that speaking Spanish was not a bad thing, just as reading Braille, using sign language, and using computers to talk were not bad things. 


Indeed, I was a fortunate child.  I had learned about so many different ways of speaking, and I appreciated each of them, even though I could not use them.  It is, of course, not true that all children who did not share experiences similar to mine developed discriminations against different people.  I am not trying to make that generalization.  I am simply saying that it’s a good idea for a child to know that English (or whatever his native language may be) is not the only language.  A child should not be confined to a little world with only one language and communication system, because not only could the child possibly form misconceptions about what he does not know, but he will also be missing out on a remarkable learning opportunity.  
 

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